First thing's first...... a huge congrats to Nani!!!! I'm just gob smacked and sooooo happy for her and her DH! Seriously, it's the best news I've heard in ages!!! I hope you read this Nani and are relaxed and enjoying this time! (don't be like me and worry so much!!) This news has seriously made my day!!
As for me, I've been so bloody emotional/hormonal/tired/grumpy..... all ofthe above - for the past week or so. I think trying to stay positive for so long has taken it's toll a bit on me and I'm pretty darn knackered to be honest! Not to say that my positivity has wained at all, it's as strong as I try to keep it! But I'm so god damned tired and on tenterhooks knowing that in another 2 days I'll be at the point in my pregnancy where I lost the twins. I JUST need to get over this next week and I'll be able to let my breath out and try to get my mind back to enojying this experience, and not having that concern in the back of my mind! 5 months of that is more than one person can take, day in, day out! I'm not complaining, I'm just tired!!! But at this point in time, I stilll have no spotting, no leaking fluid, no weird pains or anything..... just normal! And I can't tell you how good it feels! Am not going to write about it any more today..... or for the next few days for fear of still jinxing myself though!!!
It's enough for me at this stage to know that I feel bub every day, and by feeling bub, I mean PLENTY of movement! I am starting to be able to see it from the outside now and DP has probably felt it 8-10 times on separate occasions so that's just the stuff dreams are made of. I was in a work meeting today giving a presentation to some colleagues and bub kicked so hard I stopped and put my hand on my tummy and laughed! The lady next to me worked out what I was doing straight away and said "let me feel!!" and I didn't think she'd get to, but Bub kicked right on cue and she felt it! She was blown away just as much as I am every time I feel it! So, I guess in a nutshell, the pleasant reality is finally sinking in and I'm really starting to enjoy it!
Anyway, enough babble from me for another day - it's Friday! Yay!!! Hope everyone is well and see you all soon! : )
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